I have never felt so miserable in my life. I have never had this much pain in my life. I feel as I can’t even breathe… I miss seeing her face. I miss talking to her. I miss making jokes with. I miss her cooking. Damn it I miss everything about her I mean I love that woman with all my heart. This is really getting to me. I’ve been so good at hiding my true feelings and holding in the tears. I feel at any moment I’m going to break down. And when I do I’m not going to be able to stop because I’ve been holding it in for sooooo long. I miss our relationship . I just want to go back home. I want to walk in that door say hello to my mom, pet my dog, go in the kitchen , go up stairs and be in my room. I want to see my family and my dog. I want to be on my bed. I want to be around my family and smile and laugh again. I even just want to be in the same room as them . And what’s killing me is wondering if they miss me as much as I miss them or if they feel the same. Or worst are they happier and better with out me ???????? 💔💔💔💔💔 I have no clue what to do or say or how to feel but it’s literally killing me inside and tearing me apart. I’m at a point if I don’t get my family back I have no reason to live and I’m done with everything … If nothing changes i will seriously give up on my life . Because what is the point ?
if the purge was happening in real life you would see murders and rape and then you’d see me like
do you ever get weirded out by the fact that everyone around you is constantly within their own mind and thinking a million secret thoughts and battling internal struggles just like you and that you’re not the only one who thinks these things and that the people around you aren’t just faces meant to fill up your life but they’re actually really deep people who have a lot more to them than you ever actually even think about